i'm getting wicked bangs soon (dont worry nadia the deal is still on) but i'll leave the rest of é hair to get grown like a damn mop and only cutting it next year.meanwhile im gonna touch up on my roots soon w/o mother knowing of course.also since im dead bored at home, imma gonna enlarge/repierce my nosehole back today/tomorrow.Prepare to see my nose bloodshot red for a week! Im itching to get another piercing-i never learn from my mistakes =) or a surgery will do.

erm what else huh.im done with the assignments but i need papers to get it all transfered out. Jocelyn is a bitch.she asked for fab's photo's and the nice pictures and then betrayed my trust.filthy asswipe.gonna get back at ya.

Basicly i hate my mom doing this to me.the more she make me hate her all é more i do dumb stuff.whatthefuckiswrongwithme.I wanna pack my suitcase and leave.why cant she just be herself.she takes what others say seriously.too seriously.then she come back home and let it all out on me.I am her fucking puppet,her fucking dog and punching bag.Do whatever she wants,do whatever she says.never go against her.and everyone has to blame it back on me. oh fuck it all. why cant she be a normal mother?why cant we live our lives like other families? I dont give a single fuck to whatever anyone says cos its my life,not theirs.but for my mom to tell it to my face,is just too much..or maybe its just me